Sunday, May 24, 2009

struggling

i do not like the unknown
i dislike surprises
i am not good at waiting
so while my our future is up in the air,
i'm struggling
all i can think about is the unknown
all i can think about is timing
all i can think about is when

i'm so ready to know
when my our life will change
how my our life will change
if my our life will change

so
until then i WE need
prayers
for patience
and god's will
and peace of mind

and until i we know
what the future holds
i'm gonna do my best to remember

and kiss my flakes precious face
every chance i get
and thank god for how lucky i am to have flake
not to mention great family, friends, and faith that keeps me going.

8 comments:

Mrs. Goodneedle said...

You'll be fine, I have no doubt, you'll look back on this one day and it will all seem like just a fleeting moment. Ask me how I can be so sure of that... God will sustain and support you through all of this uncertainty and you'll emerge on the other side with a new found strength and understanding; you'll see! :)

Kristina P. said...

I have some changes coming up with my job, that have made me freak out a little bit, but I have really had to put things in perspective and know that it will be fine, and it's just for the summer.

Why do I have to be the one to fix someone else's mess?!?! Boo.

Hang in there!

And your comment on my blog seriously made my day. All of my Mormon friends are just like me, and I think that many people don't realize we are funny, normal people too!

The Darling Dukes said...

sending LOTS of prayers your way! read matthew 6:34! it helps me!

Stephanie said...

Oh :(
I am sad that you are struggling. However, my Pastor always tells us that whenever you are going through a difficult process, you are going to have a great payoff!

BTW: The last comment that you left on my blog about musicals made me laugh. LOVED it. Think it was one of my favorite comments ever.

Bobby and Brooke said...

I am so proud of you and I know that you're the strongest friend i have...even though I hate thinking about you struggling, I smile thinking about how amazingly strong you are! I am so proud of you and your faith and your courage! I'm praying for you...ya'll! ;)

kel said...

I hope everything works out. You have quite way with words, lady.

Randi Troxell said...

my prayers will certainly head your way... change is heard.. i know this too.

btw... i love your new banner too!

Just A Mom (Call me JAM for short) said...

Not sure what's going on Lov, but my thoughts are with you and I pray that everything works out as you had hoped for.

Here's a quote I found for you...

The keys to patience are acceptance and faith. Accept things as they are, and look realistically at the world around you. Have faith in yourself and in the direction you have chosen.” ~Ralph Marston

Remember, with prayer and faith all things are possible.