Monday, July 6, 2009

strange

who would have thought....
that the airport could make me so happy one day
and only a few days later,
make me feel so sad and empty.....
strange, huh?

my flake left again today
to go back to texas
it broke my heart to watch him walk away from me
not that i would have expected any different
but still

it made my heart hurt so much more
when this song started as soon as i started to drive away

boo for feeling sad!

so by the time i got home
i decided i was done with being sad
(as you can imagine it didn't work all that well)
i spent time finding things to keep me busy, occupied, and happy

i looking at pictures from the time we had together over the weekend
i enjoyed thinking about all the fun we had
with each other, friends, and family


but when i was done....
it was still the same....
i miss him, a lot!
:/
i guess i should be thankful that
i have this

to keep me company....

umm...
well,
i said i should be!

10 comments:

Kristina P. said...

Watch Joel McHale on You Tube. That will cheer you up!

Mrs. Goodneedle said...

If Turbo cheered you up that would be strange, in fact I would be worried! ;) Love the collage!!

phyzz said...

Reminds me of such a time,the oldie "Leaving On a Jet Plane" was playing (WAY before your time, Sweet!). So glad you and "F" had this time to be together, times you'll cherish. Pats to Turbo...(((hugs)))4 U.

Randi Troxell said...

oh honey... i've been there too when doug was in iraq for a year... and simply put, it just isn't cool-- i'll keep you guys in my thoughts!

Melissa said...

You are so pitiful, but you'll get through it. And your relationship with that cat just makes me laugh every time. I'm sure you're gonna cuddle later tonight:)

3 Bay B Chicks said...

You've got your blog friends too, my dear. We'll pick you up when you are feeling down.

Hopefully, he'll be on his way for another visit soon. :)

-Francesca

Nicey said...

Nice blog, keep your chin up.
Laters

Nicey

The Blonde Duck said...

Awwww. That's not fun at all.

Thanks for the love on my SITS day! Hope you come back to the Pond!

Just A Mom (Call me JAM for short) said...

Hope your week is going okay without flake. Is Turbo keeping you warm at night? I know, it's just not the same...

Bobby and Brooke said...

I loved the picture collage...I loved the smiles...I loved that it looks like you're wearing a hoodie in July!!!!!! That's my girl! ;)